The most devastating tragedy in The Banshees of Inisherin belongs to Siobhán. Her departure highlights an impossible, universal choice: the crushing guilt of choosing your own survival and future when it means leaving someone you love deeply behind to drown.
Category: Tarantino Trying to Focus
For nonlinear minds. Essays that zigzag, loop, and land anyway.
Cultural commentary, personal narrative, and emotional infrastructure. Edited like a Tarantino film and organized just enough to pretend it wasn’t chaos.
The Last Gentleman
He cannot stop history, but he refuses to let history decide who he becomes.
The Movie That Found Me.
Some films entertain you. A few films accompany you. This one sat beside me.
The Summer I Turned Pretty and the Cost of Hesitation
A reflection on emotional indecision, companionship, intuition, The Summer I Turned Pretty, and the strange clarity that comes from finally admitting what you do and don’t want.
The Generation That Drifted
After finishing In Treatment, I ordered Roberto Bolaño’s Last Evenings on Earth because I wasn’t ready for the atmosphere of the show to end. Over a year later, during a quiet reset from constant digital overstimulation, I finally opened the book and unexpectedly found myself thinking less about Chilean exile and more about millennials, emotional displacement, and the strange psychological aftermath of growing up between the physical and digital world.
Episode: The Car I Got Out Of
It doesn’t happen all at once.
Just a quiet realization, mid-conversation, that something feels off… and has for a while.
This is about the moment you stop explaining, stop adjusting, and finally choose to leave.
Looks-Maxing vs Hygiene: What Actually Makes a Man Attractive
The internet is telling men to sculpt their jawlines. Meanwhile, some still don’t wash their hands properly. Before bone structure, there’s hygiene. Before aesthetics, there’s civility. This is a piece about hierarchy, and what actually makes someone attractive.
A Millennial Field Note on Joy, Taste, and the Lost Art of Being Cringe in Peace
Before social media told us who to be, we learned identity alone in front of glowing screens: lip gloss popping, music videos looping, and imagination doing the rest. A nostalgic field note on music, privacy, and the joy of discovering yourself before the internet started watching.
00’s Playlist by Little Karny
Before algorithms shaped identity, childhood happened through buffering YouTube videos, pop icons, and dramatic music video mythology. A humorous cultural reflection on how 2000s pop quietly taught a generation confidence, attraction, and adulthood long before we understood any of it.
When Bollywood Stopped Dreaming: Why Cinema Feels Different Now
A reflection on how Bollywood didn’t necessarily decline… audiences changed. From the Khans era of cinematic fantasy to today’s internet-driven culture of analysis, the magic of cinema may have shifted from dreaming to judgment.